Sunday, July 22, 2012 Y
Zero90
A month and a half has passed ever since i elisted into army.I was posted to Hawk Coy.
-The shiok feeling to be able to book out but the sian feeling when it is time to book in.
-The pek cek feeling when your platoon or whole coy got tekan due to several sabo kings.
-Suffering,going thru many shits together as a platoon,bonded as one.
-Doing PT like AGR (Agility Group running.It is to run xkm in 15,20,25min),Strength training,Speed training,IST,CPT,route march (3 & 4km ones so far)+ learning arms and foot drills.
-SGs keep trying to play mind games with us,testing our mental ability.
As i went thru all these,although i knew that many of the platoonmates are going thru what i am. But,how many of my friends outside of tekong is able to truly encourage and motivate me to press on?few can.One of them,who i wont mention who,kept doing that and i greatly appreciate that.w/o this person,i do not know how to press on as NS is often very stressful,mentally draining. Thanks alot! you are the best!(You know who you are)
Each time i read all the msgs sent from my friends since the first day i stepped to the army, encouraging me to press on,i often tell myself to press on.
Going to BMT phase le, and this is going to be much worse.But,i'm looking foreward to my birthday,which means a few more days after that and i POP(:
Will i be able to press on during BMT?hopefully so and i must no matter what.