There are so many things i have been pondering on,but i decided to write them all.

 As time pasts through,it seems to be that it seems only yesterday that i stepped into SP to study. Throughout these three years in poly,there are alot of ups and downs in my poly life,but i eventually weathered it through all and eventually able to graduate,along with most of my friends.But it was the experience and the things that i've learned when i studied in SP matters the most.





 -In poly life,i've learned that there are many different types of ppl i've encountered,ranging from those who will really will give me a helping hand and giving me advices in whatever help i need it to those who are just simply trying to use me.But do i really know who can be called my true friends in my poly?only a few that i can think up of. -I always not able to know where are my priorities lie at first,but with the help of my friends such as cm,junyong,jasmine-sp & weiying,i eventually able to determine what's more important than the other and able to strike a balance in things,although i admit that i need to put in more effort to really achieve to balance the things that i want to do and doing the things that are important to me.(More of this will be explained later in the post.) Despite all of these,i am unable to meet some of my poly friends possibly for the last time during graduattion day. Seeing the pictures of my friends wearing the graduation outfit akthough makes me a little sad that i was'nt able to be with them.Graduation day is the day i always longed for throughout the three years in poly,which is just like during my ITE graduation day.It also give me the sense of achievement,that like i said earlier,i am able to graduate from SP with my friends. Despite all of these,CM somehow attempted to come up with one last class gathering about one week before the dudes in my class will go on to NS to serve the nation.Really hope it will succeed anyway as there may not have the next time le.However,i may see some of them in NS.

- And what about r/s wise?to put it,i got into one three years ago,but my inexperience and my latter's lack of time cost me the r/s.Although it was'nt easy to get over it,but with the help of my friends, espically Apple,i eventually was able to move on.





- as for my weight and diet wise,i often questioned myself: Why do i, have a higher metabolism than a normal guys should have can balloon to 84kg just before i started my year 1? Reflecting back, i often eate a truckload of nuts,ice-cream, deep fried food and tons of soft drinks,some of which you can call it empty calories (Food that only gives calories and little nutritional value).However, my friends like jin lee and to a certain extent, kiat lun,keep teasing about my weight and even go to the extent of saying that they wont stop until i lose some weight. Having enough of their teasing,i ditched the soft drinks and the so called junk food and excersise in a intense way,causing me to lose nearly 20kg in just 2 months.(IN less than a month,i've lose my so called beer belly),down to almost 64kg as for now. Even then,i was starting to fear about regaining weight and friends teasing me again,so i contiued to exercise intensively while able to study at the same time, as well as nearly getting obessed with healthy foods (Although i will still consume some junk foods). However,i wont be called a anorexic as i hated the idea of starvation and cannot fast for longer than 3-5hrs after a meal(There is once i have to go w/o food for almost 8hrs and it was too much for me to handle).Of course,consuming the foods i liked and fearing about regaining the lost weight was like mental torture to me.But eventually with the help of my family as well as apple & syahira,i eventually snapped out of it,but i still exercise as intensive as ever to get ready for ns and sweared not to consume any soft drinks again. When i think back of how jinlee and kiat lun teased me,i soon learned that they did not like the idea of me keep indulging in a unhealthy diet and not wanting me to kena a PES BP in NS.Guess i too it too seriously and i overdid things..Now many ppl (Huiyi,apple,jasmine-sp,kiatlun,serena,yinmun,verona) have been telling me to gain back some weight,but even so,i still failed to gain above 66kg-.-,even though i've started to consume snacks from time to time. My gpa,well it was like cui,but in a pass range enough for me to graduate (Not below 2 mind you,or i will be better off banging head le).Which makes me unable to apply straight to NTU or NUS.So i pondered what's my next move?I've decided to move on to specialist diploma in nutrition,as it was my interest to begin with,before going in to SIT to secure a behalor's degree.I must say it's a long route and an difficult one,but as long as i put in my effort to it,i can see the results that i want ''Your pace matters not, as long as you do not stop'' quoted by junyong. really makes alot of sense to me. After the graduation ceremony,The poly chapter has ended.will miss those times in SP.. But then in overall,i really wanted to thank my friends and lecturers for guiding me through my poly life (:
Latest Class Photo as of Feb 2012.

Ok enough of poly life, I went back to work in NUTC fairprice at lot 1 after my oversea trips.They somehow put me as a cashier and i underwent training for half a week(i was able to skip two days as i've worked in fairprice before) before i can start work.I realised,being a cashier and chief cashier has among the highest responsibility of all, as they have to handle money and any form of payment (Credit,cashcard,NETs etc.).Being a cashier is also not easy, as i soon learned how to multi-task,how to handle customers and occasionally customer things such as refunds,exchange,voids of sales.Well, there are many types of customers out there.Some are very reasonable and nice,but other can be so calculating and will not hesitiate to make a fuss if i forgot to give them a BYOB discount (Bring your own bag discount-Bring your own bag to shop at fairprice+ having purchase up to $10> to have a $0.10 discount),2% elderly discount (Occurs every tuesday,which is among the busiest day and fustrating to many of my fellow cashiers and myself), or worse,double scanning of items,give wrong change to customers and wrong input of fruit prices,causing overcharging to customers.i soon learned how to work at all shifts,although i was mostly working at morning shift due to an high demand of cashiers in the morning.Balancing the amount of money you should have is no easy task.I did not have excessive of shortage of money only 8 times and i usually have excessive change in my counter and an shortage of more than $5 would result you having to pay the shortage (There are cashiers having to pay due to their carelessness.). To put it all,i also learned how to be more tolerable to other ppl,as i have to handle different types of ppl during work.




- I have quite a number of friends,but how many ppl who i can really call them true friends, which i can open up to these ppl? Only like a few. They have tolerated my so called nonsense, as i often have to deal alot of fustrations in my life.I really wanted to thank them for that and able to listen to my rantings,although i will always give them a helping hand as much as i can.But then, some of my personailties needs some improvement,but how do i go about doing that?Sigh. I often got taunted,goaded,teased,backstabbed,betrayed before,that's why i dun open up easily and trying hard to have the ''Hao xin you hao bao'' thinking. Although i dun need anything in return,i just only wanted to be alknowledged by other ppl. I also started learning to be able to figure a person's character only meeting them a few times. One of them,whom i knew less than half a year,i was somehow share with this person abit of my past w/o any fear that this person will use the info against me(You know who you are =D). There is one other person which i've known since secondary school i was able to share my personal life anyway,i really wanted to thank that person as well for being on my side when i'm down,giving me several advices which will be useful in my life,tolerate some of my nonsense. Really appreciate this kind of person ^^. Hanging out with this person has enabled me to learn alot of things(:






Gaming?i'm not into gaming as much as years ago le.One good example is maplestory.When i first started,i will not hestitate to go all out just to train some 2D character,although i will still study and chill out with friends and being able to secure a good gpa in ITE.However,as years went by,i realised that it was not worth my time as it was just too boring as it's getting more easier to train.(Imagine years ago,it took me like half an yr to reach 70 when i now can reach this level in just few days?!). Despite that,for example,there was one time my account got hacked and lost hundreds of millions of mesos in the process,i overlooked it as around the same time,i regained contact with someone i once liked whom i fell out with some time ago. Look,an hacked account can be easily restored,but losing contact with someone you liked alot will be very difficult to re-gain contact. And how about that time i fell out with her,despite i was the first one in my ite friends to obtain a zakum helmet in a ffa run in 2008, when that time it was very difficult to even get to fight zakum,let alone getting the helmet? Anyway,there is one like that i knew who can be such a maple freak and still able to cope with her studies,being smart anyway=D but others were'nt so lucky.I knew one in my ITE,who somehow become more pro than i was,but got a gpa of below 2.0 in the end. In conclusion,there is more life to just gaming and gaming.Diablo 3(Recently released game and many gamers are crazy over it)?nah,not interested in it.Too lazy to even download or buy the game,let alone learn to play it.
Latest SS taken

- In just less than 2weeks,a new chapter will begin for me,at Tekong.NS?is it really worth serving when so many foreigners are now at SG? it's for 2 yrs for heavens sake! But what to do?just serve and fk off.that's my answer.Although my PES stats is B1L1,i may need to be subjected to another medical review from the medical officer to see if i can cope or otherwise due to my past medical records( Disclosed,pm me if you want to find out).Alhough i'm ok now,but should i use this to keng my way through?or should i just go through NS just like many other SG guys? I've been to Tekong as a guest last year as i sent pingguang off to NS with bryan last year,and i have a rough idea of how the bunks and the food is like,but this time,i'm going in as a recuit,exchanging my pink ic with the green NS card. And there is attract stuff such liek signing on to army/Navy/airforce.They give attractive incentives but you cannot break the bond they give you.Should i do that just like Pingguang,who is now in Navy?After much pondering,i felt that it may not be a good idea as i'm not really interested in army stuff and not particually very siao on in army as him. Dun really understand what's so good about it anyway.Look at ppl like Boon chong.Unlike pingguang,he practically keng at times in order to have days off and he is going to ORD in just a few months' time.(Must have the serve and fk off thinking) In order to have a better knowledge of what is life like in NS,i asked ppl like pingguang,bryan,sam,boonchong and watched videos like Every Singaporean Son series. enough of my so called reflections,i need to ponder what's my next move for the last two weeks before a new chapter begins for me..