Saturday, September 26, 2009 Y
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25th sept
Went out with joshua,alvin,bc,cs,jian xiong(Xiu wei cmi due to work) at west mall.at first i presumed tat they went to joshua's hse to chill out at 1st,but they instead went here and there around bukit batok.Met up wif jx,alvin and joshua first as bc and cs were late before going on to pastamania for dinner.well my hot pasta was made even more spicy by adding dried chilli and a kind of chilli sauce(clueless wat is the name) and bits of cheese..kinda werid and damn spicy and cheesy!the price was alright and worth the cost though.Joshua's NS was extended due to a further medical checkup which revealed tat he was'nt able to cope stress and might explode if he was under pressure(wa,nv heard this case before and no wonder why he told me tat he could barely cope with his ite course since the second semester)
We then headed off to CSC club to bowl.i was able to hold my own with joshua and cs,but lost due to a gutter ball..(nvm,it's a game anyway)alvin and jx's bowling was like...even more li hai than ting..joshua's style of bowling was hilarious though.
Went off to play pool after that and despite able to hold my own against all of my frens,i only won against joshua(gave him numerous chances to score though) and as for cs,since i ran out of time,i purposely hit the black cue ball into the hole,resulting in my loss(well a game is a game,enjoyed playing with them though) and went home,narrowly able to abide by my curfew.(wa lao.i hate curfews of getting home before 12.30am,hopefully i dun have one soon.)
Looks like joshua cn enjoy normal civilan life till around dec..
As for my poly results,i thought i might fail one or two module due to inability to concentrate to study due to recent events,but one(AP chem barely scaped through) and i passed all!(Food science i still can get B)relieved but i resolved to work harder for the next semester(:
Engineering maths..hmmm it won't be easy due to the fact tat i was'nt good in maths and did not had a a-maths background but i simply had to pass this no matter what!Thx to ppl like jasmine(SP),Zoe,ting,guishi,chin ping,xin mao for ur encouragement!I won let this ppl down(: Semester 1 is really a wake up call to me afterall((:
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Friday, September 18, 2009 Y
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Results will be out at 23sept(For thise who are in SP)
NP students already got their results le.
Aftering hearing from yinghui tat she cn flunk 1module and had to repeat it w/o taking any other new modules,i have a bad feeling over this...
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009 Y
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Somehow as i think back in 6months,i felt that i did not have much motivation to study from shortly after semester 1 starts.I really wondered why i could'nt as during those ite time,i did have a boatload of it to do so,eventually going off to poly along wif 45% of the BCT cohort.But now i am barely keeping up in those poly modules.sigh.There are 2modules in the next semester that i had no problem catching up as i learned this before but still can't let my guard down,This 2 de grades must be on par with ppl like chin ping or esther,but for engineering maths,i will need alot of help le
Was it due to BGR?i can't be so sure.During the recent breakup i had during exam time,my motivation to study fell further,but i forced myself to study anyway due to the fact i dun wan fail.In the end,as what one says-You reap what you sow,i won't be surprised if i flunk 1module(2of the modules i know for sure can pass).Anyway,nothing can be done le right?Just had to do something for the new semester.And,i will never allow BGR to affect my studies liao from this next semester onwards and not disapoint anyone else.Enough.Once bitten,twice shy le.But where to find motivation?Easier said then done.i had to use my own one this time round.(Well i can only pray for the best)Hope i can have more motivation to study this next semester((:
For the BGR issue,i felt that there is nothing i can do about it(1.i lost all the feelings to her by now(You know who your are from NYP de) le and 2.She already made it so damn clear and obvious about it) and forget the past and start anew...
I told myself,this is already the past,let's look into the future bahx.No point keep thinking of the past.
Well in life,there are times when you had to make a difficult choice after all.One wrong step can ruin everything(As one goes)Think before you act.
Hope this applies to all my friends out there(:
12:13 AM }
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Went out to meet my old ite frens,which i did not meet for like 4months..Went food court at Bugis eat and chill out with benjamin,shane,sheng li.kai hsun(recently returned to sg after his treatment of cancer and will continue studying next yr),xin mao and edvin for like 2hours before meeting up with Huda,rashida(SD),farhani,Nisa and hafizah(Shi yun went cruise,yun kai and jean cmi due to work)..we went on to chill out near Starbucks till like 11pm before we head home(fearing we cant catch the last train if we held on further).Benjamin will be going to NS today at 8am.Best of luck to him(:
Halim,Sufian are now Guards in SAF(:
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Sunday, September 6, 2009 Y
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The 6 week holidays is here!(:
But surprising,i was single again(due to some reasons),den most of mny frens are busy..now i wonder who can i confide in..
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Friday, September 4, 2009 Y
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LOL
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