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Saturday, March 28, 2009 Y
Zero90

1/4/09-Release of Final semester results/2nd sem results
3/4/09-JPAE results release le...
Omg damn nervous as those days come nearer and nearer....wonder where my fate will be...

5:41 PM }

Friday, March 27, 2009 Y
Zero90

Went back to ite just to do some stupid paperwork and a library book.den head off to meet Bc,xiu wei,joshua and tat jian xiong.to west mall to bowl,followed by pool for 2.3hrs...omg it cost me a bomb!
Den Ting,Alan,tarkey,simon came to pool as well(tat 3 guys are net frens)...wonder y tarkey and alan are in conflict sia..as both wasnted to tok to ting alone..den in west mall,they nv seemed to tok to each other,alan even going to an extent of giving me and bc an black face as ting tried to camwhore wif me+bc..
During pool,i could fight evenly wif xiu wei and bc,onli losing(won both of em onli 1-2times when they beat me 2times each) when i let my guard down or accuracy nt enuff,worse still.i accidentally hit the black cue ball into the hole ZOMG..tat joshua was too noob.either white cue ball keep went into the hole(got one game 12times) or helping me to score by hitting my cue balls into the hole(got one game 4 of my striped cue balls went in due to him)i keep give him chance to score but he barely did it.LOL.he better sharpen up his skills..
I did played wif simon,but was totally outmatched...wonder how to play pool wif tarkey if i cant even fight evenly wif simon...
Guess i won be going out for awhile(for a few days,den see 1st) as i running low on money and when i cant find a job due to ecomony slowdown and kept going out....

10:57 PM }

Thursday, March 26, 2009 Y
Zero90

Exactly one more week to release of Final sem results...haix.wonder if i cn make it through..Jy to all those BCT ppl(:
6-8hrs ltr,i going to visit Bishan temple to shao mu(pray my ah gong,ye ye)..
Ting-I sun bian pray for ur happiness bahx(:Hope they will watch over us..

1:54 AM }

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 Y
Zero90

23/3/09-Went Yishun wif ting to meet alan,simon and tarkey again...chatted for hrs till OMG,7.45pm!?and Ting had to reach hme by 8pm sharp(although it was 7pm initally).No choice,take a cab back,as take mrt will take 25mins,only reaching yew tee barely after 8pm.Wth the fare was 13bucks T.Tdamn exp.lucky the cab was fast,or we will reach here by 8.15pm(est.),or the fare will cost us a bomb.Poor ting tio scolding from her mum den tio grounded for some time.
Ting-take tis time to chiong ur studies ba.i noe rotting at home sucks,but no choice but to tarhan for this period
Jobs are now so damn hard to find lately...cos of many ppl losing jobs(duh)...sian at home sia..
Oh.While i was accessing facebook,i stumbled upon UPS gathering photos,which was highlighted.So i went to see it(i curious).Den saw their pri sch photo.Cant believe tat they can keep it for soo long(presumed to be taken at 2002 till now).And omg.Seen some familiar faces(:
ppl like Bayleen,gui shi are easy to spot as their faces nv change.xiaoli,wa seh,hair so short,similar to ting(when she was in pri 6,the onli difference is the skin,ting de was more lighter den li)-but another one de face nv change.Too bad i cant spot deb(cant really rmb how she looked like le),eric & zong wei..u wan see their pri sch pics,den ask tis ppl i mentioned earlier bahx..hehe

12:53 AM }

Saturday, March 21, 2009 Y
Zero90

time flies,ytd was the last day of ia le.nth much,but den after meeting belle at simei,i went on to meet ting,hu wanted me to pei her to find terrence,alan,zhi wei and 2 more guys(no idea wat's their name) den hang out till like 10pm+.
Farewell to my ite frens out there,hopefully i can see all of em graduating(:
Yonghui+Amin-Thx for helping to brighten up my otherwise gloomy 2week ite project work!Aimin-hope to see u again at nyp/sp! Yonghui-Jy for ur shell interview and hopefully u cn work there,succeeding there
Regina-Thx for ur guidence again and again in ia!I cn onli help u every now and den.
Hope to see u again soon at sp/nyp.Oh,hope ur relationship wif jimmy can last!(:
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11:11 PM }

Thursday, March 19, 2009 Y
Zero90

Today is totally not my day at all..
when i 1st came to sch,den saw no one.i presumed tat all went do fungus/or some other projects,den i simply slacked until yx came
yx-wa slacking ar?come and help la!
me-wat thing?nobody tell me got thing to do,den i come here no one.
yx-now tat i told u le,den go do it den.

When i came,i did not expect tat they are doing spring cleaning.i den took a cloth,den started to clean doors to drawers.it lasted till 12pm before i go for lunch..
Den after lunch,i once again went to slack,seeing ppl oso slacking(monkey see monkey do).i den asked yonghui and amin if the spring cleaning is complete,they all told me almost finish and not shorthanded.den tis Gary come
Gary-wa wa slack ar?
me-i tot no need help
Gary-U DUNNO HOW TO TAKE INITATIVE AR?
Me-wtf.i asked yonghui and aimin liao leh
Gary-U ASKED WRONG PPL LIAO LA.GET GOING OR ELSE..dun try to show me attiude Hor
me-now hu is trying to show attitude ar?Cannot ask properly ar?need help oso not tell me in tat manner
gary-*Shrugs.Have it ur way.mutters sth(msn me if u wan find out more)
i den walked off,den some ppl like umar got an odd method of scrubbing the floor =.=''.so i went on and did tat before aiding umar,halim,jun kai,jia hao to mop the floor as they made an foam party out of it..-.-.in the end they had to call more ppl to get rid of it.gary seemed to bu gang yuan to do it..zz.
Well had to tarhan one more day before sch ends..tat is none other den tml

Anyway-Sheng li is now in hospital due to an virus infection.hope he is alright..i will visit him if i have the time..

Went to meet ting.and well,she was'nt in a mood due to bgr prob again..den bc suddenly showed up and tried to cheer her up other den me till 7pm plus.

9:23 PM }

Monday, March 16, 2009 Y
Zero90

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Forming the Rasengan(ting and me),oh wait,how come no spirling sphere de ar?=.=

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Why no Rasengan again?T.T
Tis 2 pics are past few days de..
Ok enuff of laming,i tink i read too much naruto liao..
-sian colds and flu,hated it..zzz

Ting-If u cant completely kick ur bad habits,at least contain it in such a way tat so tat ppl will have a good impression of u.No offence.(:

9:01 PM }

Friday, March 13, 2009 Y
Zero90


I noe tis is really stupid song though..from aimin.

10:28 PM }

Y
Zero90

I lately seemed to chi le bao zhi dan..keep going home earlier den 4pm 4days in a row..haha.back to wat i wan post le..next week i dun tink i will be liddat le
Went to meet bc & ting to watch Dragonball at Cwp,it's abit like naruto(5element thingy) and inuyasha(the collection of 7dragonballs to summon holy dragon,tat cn make one wish come true to scared jewel in inuyasha to make urself invincibe)
Although it was onli 1hr20mins,the show was worth watching.Before tat makan at KFC.
When we came back to Yew tee,we camwhored alot before going home(Ps i haven get the pics yet,but i will upload one or two sooon)
And i somehow very rarely played maple,due to ia and keep going out,so i was nt aware wat was going on lately,but hu cares.i not as 'on' to maple like last yr or the yr before last le.hehehe.games are all liddat,when u started play,u sure will wan to come back for more,but eventually u will grow 'sian' of it,rite to reader out there?

*I somehow need to save money to buy a jacket,providing i cn work.hehehe.den nt onli i cn protect myself from cold(i dun have a high tolerence of tat)seeing bc like tis,looks like i cn buy one as next time going out wif gal den see movie den she feeling cold,den i cn use jacket on her(any poly gal i noe wan jio me out or sth,providing i cn go poly lor).(:.Promise of a lifetime!haha,to myself de.
Oh,to bc,i not monkey see monkey do,most guys do tat de.

10:02 PM }

Thursday, March 12, 2009 Y
Zero90

Today is just the same,doing periodic table..only tat regina was'nt around..
Ting-i noe u wll change for the better...^^dun disapoint me ok?

10:15 PM }

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 Y
Zero90

Today showed tat periodic table to mr roy,he said was ok,but the periodic table went out of position..as need to save space for the title.well hu cares as tat one i showed to him was onli the sample one.
Cut more stickers bout the periodic table,preparing the tiles to paste,while regina had to use plastic gun glue to stick the tiles together before pasting on the board,while yx went to check if my tiles are rdy to be pasted...till 3pm+ i went on to chat wif ting,along wif bc.wonder y ting did nt tok to bc much tis time(she must be deep in her thoughts,bc dun tink so much),before ting went to a certain sushi restaurant to celebrate her mum's birthday(send my wishes to her as well ting).Me and ting will come here one of these days..pretty soon.i even saw bc at long john slivers...wif his dad..
Anyway..friendster like fewer ppl using now and facebook seemed to be more popular,according to my frens.wonder is it true anot..haha

11:05 PM }

Y
Zero90

Ytd lazy to blog,so i will write wat happened ytd.Well ytd did the periodic table once again,as it was'nt up to standards..After school,i went to find ting,along wif daniel..chatted for like an hr or so plus a DJ max challenge wif daniel.i could'nt even win even one match or fight a equal footing wif him.lose all 5 rounds..):
Bc onli met us for till 7.15pm,leaving ting and me to chat for a bit more before going home.Ming finally bought her new lappy,yay.no need to share com le.but hopefully i cn go poly and buy a laptop for myself.hehe

ting-Now tat u noe his true colours,den i dun see y u wan to jio him again.(even i nv noe tat he was like tat.)Stay happy(:
Oh,for ur studies.Jy!u still got time to make a comeback.i noe u cn do it!
Ming-Happy le rite?new laptop.haha.
Bayleen/Joshua/Zoe/Vivien-Jy for ur xams!
Xiaoli-Jy for ur ia!

9:47 AM }

Monday, March 9, 2009 Y
Zero90

So slack now at ite simei..cn still use com at IPC.heh.Wonder tis afternoon got things to do anot..

12:18 PM }

Saturday, March 7, 2009 Y
Zero90

Nahl baraboh-neun nuh-reul neu-kki-tteu-shee
Nee-gah nam-geen hyang-kee-ehn
Dah-reun guht geu-run neu-kkeem-ee eet-jee
Geu-juh noon-eul gam-ah-doh dah boh-ee-neun
Nuh-yeh oh-neul haru jong-il-eun
Negah ubbshee-doh geu-ree-doh ahreum-dah-woon-jee

*nahl ool-lee-neun, nuhl-buh-ree-neun
Seulpeun yehgeen haji mahyo
Oori doori hohl-loh ahreum-dahb-doh-rohk
Ee sesang-eh
Neh nahl-deul-ri nuh-eh bam-deul-eun
Gachee kkeucheul bogo-eet-jyo
Baby lover hahm-kkeh noon-eul gama yo

**give it up give it up
Can you see the light
Give it up give it up
There ain't no one here
Give it up give it up
It's our only way
Can you see the light in me
Give it up give it up
Don't be scared my love
Give it up give it up
There'll be song for you
Give it up give it up
Let the flowers rejoice
Can you see the light in me

Neh ahn-eh-suhya kyuwoo neh mah-eum-ee
Geu-ree-doh heh-meht-ji-mahn
Bi-roh-soh jeh gil-reul chajaht-jee
Dahreun ah-cheem-eh-doh wooreen hahm-kkeh rah-myun
Sesang hah-neuree dah kkeuruh-ahn-kkoh
Mohdoo-eh-geh ee keepeum-eul sun-mool-hal-ten-deh
Nahl ool-lee-dun, nuhl buh-ree-dun
Seul-peun yeh-keen hajee mayo
Oori doori hohl-loh ahreum-dahb-doh-rohk
Ee sesang-eh
Neh nahl-deul-ri nuh-eh bam-deul-eun
Gachee kkeucheul bogo-eet-jyo
Baby lover hahm-kkeh noon-eul gama yo

*rap
Geu-juh neh sohn-eul jab-kkoh
Neh sohn-eul jab-kkoh
Keen jameh ppahjeegoh
Pyunhageh nee mohm-eul
Maht-kee-myun dweh, maht-kee-myun-dweh
Gahseum ahpeun sarang-eun ee-jae geu-mahn
Nahn nuhl ppoom-kkoh jahmee deul-goh shippuh oh
Ahl-soo essuh
Nee-gah-won-ha-neun moh-deun-guhl
Nahn nuh-eh-geh mohdoo joo-goh shippuh, oh
Ee bahm-ee nam-keen guh-seun
Sarang-eul meed-neun guht ppoon
Meh-soon-gahn woori duppeun
Seul-peum-gwah keepeun uh-doom
Baramyun dweh, baramyun dweh
Geu-juh jahl hah-myun dweh
Nuhl sarang-hah-neun na-ra-myun-dweh
Hyang-kee-roh-woon nee soom-kyuree
Neh-geh dah-eul-tteh

Nan joyong-hee nee sohn-eul jab-kkoh
Noon-eul gam-eul-leh
Neu-kkyuh-bwah, nuh wa nah
Ee jae baram-ee dweh
Moh-deun-geh jah-yoo-roh-wah
Geu-geh sarang-eel-tteh

*nahl ool-lee-neun, nuhl-buh-ree-neun
Seulpeun yehgeen haji mahyo
Oori doori hohl-loh ahreum-dahb-doh-rohk
Ee sesang-eh
Neh nahl-deul-ri nuh-eh bam-deul-eun
Gachee kkeucheul bogo-eet-jyo
Baby lover hahm-kkeh noon-eul gama yo

Nahl ool-lee dun, nuhl-buh-ree dun
Seul-peun yeh-keen hajee mahyo
Woori doori hohl-loh ahreum-dah-wuht-dun
Ee sesang eh
Neh nahl-deul-reun nuh-eh bahm-deul-reun
Gachee kkeucheul hyang-heh-eet-jyo
Baby lover ham-kkeh jahm-ee deuruh yo

*nahl ool-lee-neun, nuhl-buh-ree-neun
Seulpeun yehgeen haji mahyo
Oori doori hohl-loh ahreum-dahb-doh-rohk
Ee sesang-eh
Neh nahl-deul-ri nuh-eh bam-deul-eun
Gachee kkeucheul bogo-eet-jyo
Baby lover hahm-kkeh noon-eul gama yo

**give it up give it up
Can you see the light
Give it up give it up
There ain't no one here
Give it up give it up
It's our only way
Can you see the light in me
Give it up give it up
Don't be scared my love
Give it up give it up
There'll be song for you
Give it up give it up
Let the flowers rejoice
Can you see the light in me

By-Clazziquai
Romeo & Juliet

FYI-this is a Korean song.


Alright,this is the translation
Translation

The meaning of the feeling
that comes upon me when you're looking at me
And the scent I've left behind
For something else, there's a different feeling
How when you're eyes are still closed but you can still see everything
I wonder if your whole entire day
was still beautiful without me

*What makes me cry,
of having to break up with you
Don't speak of such sad things
So that you and me alone
can remain in this beautiful state
In this world
my days and your nights
oversee a similar ending
baby lover, Let's close our eyes together

**give it up give it up
can you see the light
give it up give it up
there ain't no one here
give it up give it up
it's our only way
can you see the light in me
give it up give it up
don't be scared my love
give it up give it up
there'll be song for you
give it up give it up
let the flowers rejoice
can you see the light in me

Though inside me, my heart
has basically been chaotic this time
I've found my path for the first time
If on another morning we were together again
While clasping the whole world in my arms
I would've given everyone that kind of happiness as a gift

What made me cry, of how I had broken up with you
Don't speak such saddening words
So that you and me alone
can remain in that once beautiful state
In this world
My days, your nights
are facing the same end
baby lover, We fall asleep together

*Rap*
Keep holding my hand, holding my hand
We fall into a deep sleep
You just need to let your body loose, let it loose
The heart-breaking love ends now
I want fall asleep while embracing you, oh
I will know
Everything you could ever desire,
I want to them all to you, oh
The reason why this night lingers
is only because we believe in love
The sadness that conceals us each moment
and the deep darkness
You just have to hope, You just have to hope
As long as we do better
As long as I'm the one who's loving you
When the aromatic scent of your respiration
touches me

I held onto your hand discreetly
I want to close my eyes
Feel it, you and I
Now the wind is free to go wherever it pleases
When everything else is turned free
And when it's love

*repeat

**repeat


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2:50 PM }

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Zero90

When I miss you, I close my eyes and I can see that person better
I try to forget and erase, but I get reminded of that person more
I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that he will be coming back, but all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this

I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that he will be coming back, but all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain...

Breaking up is fast, but forgetting is hard
The love is painful, and I am hurt alone

Did you have to leave that far away from me?
Did you have to leave that far away from me?
I shouldve loved you with all my life, but you forgot me now like a heartless person
I should have loved you with my all, but now you live forgetting me

With all my life, the person that I love
That person only gave me tears and left
The tough love which I was hurt alone

The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this

Song lyric - Love Sick
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsvG6KrUkkw
Taken from Ting

2:49 PM }

Friday, March 6, 2009 Y
Zero90

As usual today,yx and i,wif the help of serena,continued to make more periodic table games.(regina cmi for today den halim was in hse ia,somemore MIA).As yx went off to join some GEP ppl like wan yin for NAFA test,serena n i went on to make the table.But it turned out tat yx was'nt happy the way we did,as she claimed tis row of chemicals arranged nt neat enuff ands tis,den said regina cut de board nt nice enuff..conplain so much sia..i noe i nv did much,but at least tell me how to do tat sort of thing to turn out the thing u wan wat..zzz.so much for a perfectionist.z.
Somewhere in the afternoon,Pei shan,a junior of mine in BL,invited me to aid em in interviewing those new CPT ppl hu wanted to be a Bridge Ldr.(tat time yx and all those GEP ppl dunno go where)
Me-eh?how come u wan me to aid u,though i now free?i already retired from Bl
Pei Shan-u old bird ma,u surely have wat it takes to be a BL.u cn aid us by observing all those ppl have wat it takes anot.
Me-hmm..ok.i do watever i can ba.
And so,around 22ppl applied for the BL post.well 18 or 19 ppl turned up.the few ppl hu nv come,too bad le.

Here's one sample of the interview
Why u wanted to be a BL?
Some ans i got
-Cos i was inspired by all those Bls during the orientation(tat time i used tis ans during my interview wif Mr nick)
-Cos i wan to make more frens(=.=',all other ccas oso cn make frens ma.Y here?)
-Cos i wan to overcome my fear of being shy(good for u,hope u cn overcome it when u joined BL)
-Cos i was a sch prefect before,and i wan to continue being a ldr(Inpressive!)
-Cos i wan to learn all bout leadership(oso another one i ans.good one)
-Cos i dun have other CCA(=.=,so u wan come here merely to grab CCA pts?)

Ok,now let's say one day got phase test,and at the same time,BL need u for some important event,wat will u do?(TIme manangement qn)
Ans i got
-Try ask the teacher if cn make the test for me earlier or another day,if not den bo bian
-Go for the test 1st lor

Let's say u are now a BL now,and u are planning a camp for ur other BLs or students,den u got this camp scheudle from ur teacher,den a senior walked up to u,saying all this wrong,change to wat he/she suggested.Wat will u do?
Ans i got
-Just follow the teacher
-Follow the senior lor,they got more exp on these(=.=',clearly u are a follower,follow ppl blindly
-Ask around for more opinions
-Judge whose one is more correct lor.

Others like wat other CCAs u got other den BL...
out of 18ppl,14 passed the interview.the 4ppl really dun have wat it takes..one nt even confident enuff by saying wat not sure to most of the qns, one too introverted,too quiet+voice too monotone as BLs need to shout from time to time,the other attendance too low to be a BL(the last one i forgot le).
Some tat passed already got the potential le,others need training to be a real BL
so those new ppl down there,BL is not 100% fun.it teaches u how to be a real ldr by planning events like orientations,telematchs,need to aid in ushering,graduation day etc.Jy.go for the April 09 orientation den u noe wat i mean le


After all this,i went on to meet ting and bc,but not before going to receive pots and mesos from Oldmischief.Poor bc got a uncooked egg for his cup noodles-.-'',den ting stomachache.we chatted till 8pm before going home.(Impressive presents u buying for ur mum's birthday^^).
Ting-jy in watever u do ba(studies,BGR,frenship)(:.Good tat u noe le

10:54 PM }

Thursday, March 5, 2009 Y
Zero90

Today was nth much,except did Spring cleaning in the IPC-Industrial Partnership centre..yx at 1st refused to clean but mr roy convinced her to..we simply did making of Periodic table games..wonder how is it played sia...

11:05 PM }

Wednesday, March 4, 2009 Y
Zero90

Last 3 days was IA presentation...for me it went ok,but i tink i did not perform up to my standards,as a Bridge ldr,i could have done better,but den wat done is done.sian.Seen some other ppl present.some very calm,but others like very nervous..And today it was a great chance tat i could hang out wif aidil,xin mao,kai hsun,ben,sufian,jia zhen,jean+ siew li(both tag along as well)..cos of all different polys..Those in hse ia ppl,except for khai(perhaps),some others could nt ans Ms jessie de qn,i did ask her y,but it was revealed tat in hse ia ppl could only present all bout science eqs in the lab like BSC,Fumehood,Autoclave,analyical balance etc.the qns she asked are simply to help em pass the IA.
I did went to tp to visit belle,sun bian pass her back the bct she lended me just before the cell bio test.sadly,i got a feeling tat i let her down by not able to do well tis time,as she expected me to get a A for cell bio..but den if fail i could just repeat,wat more could i do,i tried wateva i cn le.we chatted and have lunch together till 1pm+ before she had to return to work..I at 1st wanted to keep this a secret in order not to attract too much attention,but as usual,yx found out bout it again...-.-''.really some encyopedia..cn really find out bout ppl after all.

Ting-I noe u wan change for the better,but take it bit by bit,By a few months or to a few yrs time,u will.jy!^^

11:01 PM }




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