Hey guys,
I guess i want to summarise what happened during 2009.

During Jan,i was still in ITE attachment at NYP,and also attending one of the modules,which gives us a rough idea how a poly life is like and turned out to be useful when we went on to poly(NYP seemed to only want students from BCT which has 3.0> as of 3rd sememster 08) We eventually learned alof from this attachment.
Helping out in setting up the open house was tiring but meaningful.During the open house,yx and i decided to walk around the poly..
On the 2nd day of The Poly Open house,BCT students went back to ite to find out how we are doing in attachments,after that i left for SP,NP and NYP along with Jp0704Q ppl,which one of them bombed alot of qn...
There are AFS ppl who also came NYP for attachment(jin xiong,wei guang,the other 2 i dunno)jx and wei guang eventually become my coursemates
During JPAE,BCT students have a hard time choosing what courses to take for poly...it took me 2-3days to come up with a final decision
Cell culture eventually became sth that i won't forget,during that time,we got a couple of cultures contaminated(Halim's was the most while regina and mine onli got 1)yx was'nt happy over it and cried for the whole day -.-''

After attachment,we had to come back to simei ite to assist those in-house attachment and those who came back overseas for rpoject.It turned out to be the most boring times that i at times simply went home at any time i want(As early as 12pm was recorded),well to meet shi ting(my godsis) and some of her frens to hang out elsewhere..

For the final ITE semester results,my GPA was 3.4(includes cca points)3As,1C,the rest all B.well i did whatever i could and have no regrets.To top it all,i got a award that is to the top 25% of the BCT cohort(:
JPAE results were out a few days after tat,i was slotted into SP,DFST

Poly life soon was way harder than ITE,with loads of assignment and projects,for 2010,i will try my best efforts into it(:
Although Poly life was stressful,it did not stop us DFST 1B/02 to have some fun.(Eg,Chalet june 09-which turned out to be way better den ite one,refer to june09 for more details and numerous outings,the lastest one is the zoo trip at 29/12/09)


As for my R/s,it begin so fast,yet it ended so fast as well..when 'I' attempted to test me during feb-march by claiming that she got a bf(fake),i tot it was real and attempted to forget her,but towards end of march,she revealed it was nt so and the next month,when 'I' asked for stead and agreed,it was my mistake..as initially i was delighted over the news,but i eventually realised that i can't get the same feelings i got in 08.However,i still decided to cling on,thinking that i could.But i was wrong..Despite my best efforts to keep up the r/s,by august,i soon realised that if something was not done,it could end..Why?because 'I' was way too busy for me,having 2 CCAs to juggle(Dance),having driving lessons and an desire to get a distinction by studying almost everyday and rejected my ideas of going out with her by early aug,as she claimed that 'I' wanted to spend this month studying and did not wan to go out wif me at all ):(Cant even find a day free?),by then i realised the feelings are fast fading,but i could not understand why i still want to cling on.
Mid April-Aug,like go out solo date only like 2-3times?!
Soon,'I' began to ignore all of my msn and sms msgs.At 1st i thought 'I' was busy in her studies(As what esther says),but When Shi Ting saw 'I' de msn status and msn me that 'I' wrote (being single gives me freedom and no one understands at all..),Shi ting warned me about it and i soon realised that it has ended,(a slient break).Although i expected this will happen,but i nv expected it to happen so fast,during my exam and i was not too happy over it..i began to resent 'I' for it..
Eventually,more of my frens found out about it and went to the extent to reading her blog(Eg,BC).Jasmine[SP] also soon found out about it and thought it was some misunderstanding after reading 'I''s blog and 'I' was'nt willing to break up and told me to try to talk thing ard.But i already knew it's over,i ignored jasmine-sp's advice.
It was soon revealed from Jessie that 'I' wan brk as 'I' claimed that i did not care for her good enough.What nonsense is this when u are too busy to let me do so?!Fortunely,jessie was able to understand the situation and did not ask me further on.I did not contact 'I' anymore after the break up.and 'I' got another guy shortly after,upon hearing this,i started to hate her and swore never to have anything to do with her again.

In conclusion,i guess this was the major mistake i committed in 2009.Well,as what i stated in facebook,i ressolved not to repeat that again((:
To CM and JL,this is the mistake i did.Hope u guys will understand and dun follow my path as u might live to regret it..so much for ur bombing of my post.=D

To readers as well,i hope u guys will understand as well=D,now single life seemed to be better but i sort of envy couples,but i knew my time will come and not rush into another r/s and just wanted to start everything afresh from now on.((:




To my friends(u guys know who u are)
Thanks for ur encouragement and staying on my side during the past year.i won't disapoint u guys((:

To ST(u know de)
Thanks for always encouraging and advising me when i was always down,sharing some of ur past experiences with me,even though u have ur own problems to deal with.I really appreciate it and hope this yr will be a better one for u as well^^.Oh,all the best in whatever u do!And dun keep thinking too much ok?