Some ramdom pictures about SP life...

Lab work with my grpmates








Celebrating Serena and Zatty's Birthday



Class outing(Outside Bugis's Seoul Garden) I look kinda dumb..zz.

"Believe Me"

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

[bridge]

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me

What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me

Went studying with Ting for awhile before going gym with her till 6pm+
Dined with her before going home.

Today's school was pretty short,with only engineering maths.after this,i went to watch how my frens like Timothy and Joshua's grp present their colony count power point slides,but i could'nt stay long enough to see Junyong's grp presentation as i went off to meet ting.
We had lunch at Yew tee food court,then went off to bugis.Upon reaching there,we headed to the temple to pray.That temple was filled with ppl at tat time.we headed off to read our palm readings and then walked around bugis street for some time before going to lot 1 to meet chuan teng and his sister for an hour or so before they left.Ting and i stayed at lot 1,as she went and buy a gift for jc,chatted awhile before the news of her sis jasmine lost her hp in school and she went off to meet her bf without telling anyone.despite her bf giving her his another of the line,she did not ans any of the calls by ting for some time and only returned home at 7pm.Due to ting's worries about her sis,i left for home around 6pm.

Ting had already bought the headset((: looks like she could finally msn call jc(save the trouble for calling on phone)..

Just a short post.
After gems,i went to meet ting in her house,who was playig tarot cards and we chatted abit.After some time,we dined at yew tee food court before going to lot 1 to walk around before jc came.
Since it was ting and jc's 1st ani,well,i left for home shortly after he came.

This week although i have alot of early dismiss from school,but it looks like i'm gonna spend this week to brush up my engineering maths instead if there is no outings for this week at all..sian.but had to do something about my engineering maths anyway.

Although i've been doing my organic/inorganic chemistry revision,i must do well in the next quiz(:

JAE applicaion has been closed
For the 2009's O lvl batch,all those junior that i know.some did well(L1R4= 10),while some screwed up(L1R4 30+)..well,hope they eventually will succeed in life..
JAE duty really was sian though,sitting there chit chat with those biomedical guys(I merely took over jin lee's place when he got an urgent matter to attend to)

Will be watching avatar(3D) with hui yi,jasmine-sp,esther,chin ping and a few others somewhere next week,depending how many ppl are going though.

To all those collecting o lvls results ltr at 2pm,Best of luck to them((:

Ytd after RWP(turn out to be like damn sian,had to re-edit my draft),went with ting at SP's open house,ting went ard asking business courses things and went off to meet royston near foodcourt 1.
After which,we headed off to NP,initially we wanted to take MRT but thanks to peggy,who told me got bus cn go there,we took the bus towards NP,it's been a yr since i went to np,so i was clueless about the place,not familiar but managed to pei ting to the business block who asked enquires about accountancy.It turned out tat she could use her LCCI cert to apply via DAE if she cant use JAe to go accountancy.After which,we left for the engineering block to meet her fren and went to the CCA fair area,where we saw the performance of the megmun(the cheering teaM)Ting looked amazed and has intended to join the cca if she was able to go NP to study..
By the time we finished,it was nearly 5.30pm..although ting and i intended to go NYP,but since ting wants to meet jc,we had to travel to admarity area to dine and jc came,we walked around there before going off to a block of flats,with me following behind(did not like the idea of walking besides ting and jc who are holding hands)

When we reached,i decided to take a look around the area by jogging(=.='' nv wear shoes den go run)tat area was like 500m apart.Saw ting and jc sharing chocolates(sweet).When ting offered me some,i refused it,knowing tat jc will not like it if i accepted(i think he was the one buying it?)..The area was kinda nice though,but no vending machine at all ):..
i left at 8.10pm though as i wan go home n rest,unfortunely,one MRT broke down and the rest behind it are travelling like snails,making me reaching home by 9pm.(so much for delay)

NP's open house seemed to be the same,always giving out free goodies and donuts((:

Open house soon= Got to do course conselling all these..
Off topic-Anyone got nice blogskin mind intro?

After school and shortly discussing IDEAs,Li xia(a junior of mine whom i nv contacted a long time)suddenly asked me to meet up to help her in jumping quest..Just like last time,could'nt even complete a stage 1 kerning subway quest.
And i sort of regretted helping her as she bragged about her bsp over 16x in just 3months while i took 3yrs to get to 14x and her mesos of 700m+...despite her screwing up of her n lvls and because of maple,she could even forgot to register her ite untill the last minute..wat a hopeless bum she is(Nv even attempted to find work after n lvls and simply chiong maple all day long)=.=''
Here's some conversation
LX-ur dk wat lvl le?
yh-lvl 14x
LX-wa?so slow?wat u doing in maple sia?3years and i still win u as i took 3months nia.haha noob.
yh-Hey,at least i got a life,unlike u,always maple.
LX-haha!at least i win u!even in mesos also cn win u
yh-u maple until doing impt things can forget,wa cn take my hat off u
LX-i pro wat
yh- ............ =.=''


Fortunely,Shi ting was nearby,so i pang seh LX,leaving her to use my laptop to maple and find her,wei lun,tarkey and his dear jasmine at yew tee and chatted until chuan teng came(Saw xiaoli shortly before he came).we den decided to dine at a nearby foodcourt,so i went back mac took my stuff and pang seh her(she gave a =.= face)

Dined till 6pm+,before ting went to see doctor,after that walked around in yew tee point before going home(:

Some resolutions
-Study hard
-Better friendshps
-Live without any regrets
-R/s?er depends how.

Hey guys,
I guess i want to summarise what happened during 2009.

During Jan,i was still in ITE attachment at NYP,and also attending one of the modules,which gives us a rough idea how a poly life is like and turned out to be useful when we went on to poly(NYP seemed to only want students from BCT which has 3.0> as of 3rd sememster 08) We eventually learned alof from this attachment.
Helping out in setting up the open house was tiring but meaningful.During the open house,yx and i decided to walk around the poly..
On the 2nd day of The Poly Open house,BCT students went back to ite to find out how we are doing in attachments,after that i left for SP,NP and NYP along with Jp0704Q ppl,which one of them bombed alot of qn...
There are AFS ppl who also came NYP for attachment(jin xiong,wei guang,the other 2 i dunno)jx and wei guang eventually become my coursemates
During JPAE,BCT students have a hard time choosing what courses to take for poly...it took me 2-3days to come up with a final decision
Cell culture eventually became sth that i won't forget,during that time,we got a couple of cultures contaminated(Halim's was the most while regina and mine onli got 1)yx was'nt happy over it and cried for the whole day -.-''

After attachment,we had to come back to simei ite to assist those in-house attachment and those who came back overseas for rpoject.It turned out to be the most boring times that i at times simply went home at any time i want(As early as 12pm was recorded),well to meet shi ting(my godsis) and some of her frens to hang out elsewhere..

For the final ITE semester results,my GPA was 3.4(includes cca points)3As,1C,the rest all B.well i did whatever i could and have no regrets.To top it all,i got a award that is to the top 25% of the BCT cohort(:
JPAE results were out a few days after tat,i was slotted into SP,DFST

Poly life soon was way harder than ITE,with loads of assignment and projects,for 2010,i will try my best efforts into it(:
Although Poly life was stressful,it did not stop us DFST 1B/02 to have some fun.(Eg,Chalet june 09-which turned out to be way better den ite one,refer to june09 for more details and numerous outings,the lastest one is the zoo trip at 29/12/09)


As for my R/s,it begin so fast,yet it ended so fast as well..when 'I' attempted to test me during feb-march by claiming that she got a bf(fake),i tot it was real and attempted to forget her,but towards end of march,she revealed it was nt so and the next month,when 'I' asked for stead and agreed,it was my mistake..as initially i was delighted over the news,but i eventually realised that i can't get the same feelings i got in 08.However,i still decided to cling on,thinking that i could.But i was wrong..Despite my best efforts to keep up the r/s,by august,i soon realised that if something was not done,it could end..Why?because 'I' was way too busy for me,having 2 CCAs to juggle(Dance),having driving lessons and an desire to get a distinction by studying almost everyday and rejected my ideas of going out with her by early aug,as she claimed that 'I' wanted to spend this month studying and did not wan to go out wif me at all ):(Cant even find a day free?),by then i realised the feelings are fast fading,but i could not understand why i still want to cling on.
Mid April-Aug,like go out solo date only like 2-3times?!
Soon,'I' began to ignore all of my msn and sms msgs.At 1st i thought 'I' was busy in her studies(As what esther says),but When Shi Ting saw 'I' de msn status and msn me that 'I' wrote (being single gives me freedom and no one understands at all..),Shi ting warned me about it and i soon realised that it has ended,(a slient break).Although i expected this will happen,but i nv expected it to happen so fast,during my exam and i was not too happy over it..i began to resent 'I' for it..
Eventually,more of my frens found out about it and went to the extent to reading her blog(Eg,BC).Jasmine[SP] also soon found out about it and thought it was some misunderstanding after reading 'I''s blog and 'I' was'nt willing to break up and told me to try to talk thing ard.But i already knew it's over,i ignored jasmine-sp's advice.
It was soon revealed from Jessie that 'I' wan brk as 'I' claimed that i did not care for her good enough.What nonsense is this when u are too busy to let me do so?!Fortunely,jessie was able to understand the situation and did not ask me further on.I did not contact 'I' anymore after the break up.and 'I' got another guy shortly after,upon hearing this,i started to hate her and swore never to have anything to do with her again.

In conclusion,i guess this was the major mistake i committed in 2009.Well,as what i stated in facebook,i ressolved not to repeat that again((:
To CM and JL,this is the mistake i did.Hope u guys will understand and dun follow my path as u might live to regret it..so much for ur bombing of my post.=D

To readers as well,i hope u guys will understand as well=D,now single life seemed to be better but i sort of envy couples,but i knew my time will come and not rush into another r/s and just wanted to start everything afresh from now on.((:




To my friends(u guys know who u are)
Thanks for ur encouragement and staying on my side during the past year.i won't disapoint u guys((:

To ST(u know de)
Thanks for always encouraging and advising me when i was always down,sharing some of ur past experiences with me,even though u have ur own problems to deal with.I really appreciate it and hope this yr will be a better one for u as well^^.Oh,all the best in whatever u do!And dun keep thinking too much ok?

Hi all,

Happy 2010 to all((: